Posted in Family, Spiritual meanderings, friends, kids on 29 June, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’ve missed our sabbath sundays. we haven’t had any as of late and i think my person self has suffered a bit from the lack of them.
today we met at gaia…not exactly sabbath sunday, but really damn close. here dana pretends she is a flour tortilla reindeer walrus:
and eleanor and chris pass the [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, love, writing on 10 May, 2008 | 2 Comments »
For Urdhi
There was a time when it was all that
I wanted.
To be able to bend you and me and the
world to see
exactly what exposing that much
of our hearts,
in a circle of life, could bring.
But today I think it might be too much;
today I am tired and sore and
in need of a little old [...]
Posted in Discontent, Spiritual meanderings, Wants and Needs, life, me on 22 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Can anyone explain to me why the universe gives us exactly what we don’t want and keeps from us that which we crave? What sort of fucked up lesson is there in all that? If I am trusting my instincts and listening to my heart and it tells me I crave/need/desire A…but B [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, writing on 7 April, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
A poem in honor of the pastard’s words yesterday…
take break bless give
Take
my hand, a song,
this food, my heart,
a story, my child, these steps,
my thoughts, a friend,
this space, your fear.
and Bless
each piece of
you, me, us, them
with your compassion, your truth,
your wisdom, your joy
as we meet you on this path.
then Break it all open, and hold the [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, me, sex, tagged life, vulnerability on 13 March, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I am quite adept at self-sabotage. Much better than most people I have met, actually. It really is an art form, this self sabotage. Especially when one convinces themselves they don’t do it; but I do, or at least I can. And I know that I do, or can. [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, me, sex on 4 March, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Jason has been attempting to get me (and Dana) to invade our chai space with a little bible as of late. Specifically he wants us to read John, or the book of John, or something like that…I’m not sure of the correct way to reference it. Anyway…. Jason loaned me [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, ranting, sex on 3 March, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am sitting here wondering to myself, as I decide to write this post instead of doing my homework for my stupid online class, why I am even going back to school if it is already annoying me. I also have no interest in people who want something from me and then get it [...]
Posted in Family, Spiritual meanderings, life, love, me, sex, tagged life, love on 29 February, 2008 | 2 Comments »
So I was thinking about life today and how we make it what it is and how we can take experiences that are completely debilitating and turn them into something amazing; the ultimate learning experience if you will. I was also listening to the lyrics to ‘All the Way Down’ from the incredible movie, [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, love, me, ranting, sex, tagged life, love, questions, sex on 15 February, 2008 | 5 Comments »
These are the questions running through my head today. I’m a bit sleep deprived, so bear with me.
1. Are life and love completely arbitrary? I mean, what makes someone choose you over someone else? And why? And if it really is completely arbitrary, what is the point? The physical pleasure of [...]
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, sex, writing on 14 January, 2008 | 1 Comment »
i don’t normally share, but i made myself laugh when i wrote this one last week so now you all can laugh (or not) with me, please, not at me. i still get awfully scared/nervous/worried/fearful of rejection when sharing my own writing…
Jesus
You told me:
“you wear your heart on your sleeve”
and
“you’re going to get hurt”
I [...]
