i have (by Ben’s count) 23 mosquito bites. i am a fucking mosquito magnet. there are 8 of them on my feet and two on each knee (in addition to all th others) because 2 nights ago i sat on my porch barefoot, in a long sleeve shirt, in a pair of jes’ [...]
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itchy itchy scratchy
Posted in me, porching on 25 July, 2008 | 3 Comments »
red red wine
Posted in food, me on 5 June, 2008 | 2 Comments »
i knew there was a reason i liked drinking red wine.
Things I know right now:
1. I am a stronger, more solid and healthy person today than I have ever been in my whole entire, live-long life.
2. I love who I am, who my kids are, and the places we have been together over the last few years. It has been hard, but seeing the outcome [...]
Universal Craziness
Posted in Discontent, Spiritual meanderings, Wants and Needs, life, me on 22 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Can anyone explain to me why the universe gives us exactly what we don’t want and keeps from us that which we crave? What sort of fucked up lesson is there in all that? If I am trusting my instincts and listening to my heart and it tells me I crave/need/desire A…but B [...]
life
Posted in WSU, Wants and Needs, life, me on 21 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
i cancelled my summer classes. both of them. i am going to spend this summer doing exactly what i want to do: nothing. ; )
actually, i am going to spend it with my kids, and my loves, and doing yoga, and camping and swimming and hiking and gardening and riding my bike and maybe I’ll [...]
And…this about sums up my mood today
Posted in Discontent, Wants and Needs, life, me, sex on 10 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I’m apparently a little cranky.
Precious Things (Tori Amos)
So I ran faster
But it caught me here
Yes my loyalties turned
Like my ankle
In the seventh grade
Running after billy
Running after the rain
These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me
He said youre really an ugly girl
But I like [...]
i might be crazy.
Posted in Discontent, life, me, ranting on 31 March, 2008 | 2 Comments »
so the passenger and dana and joan, and KT and jes and many many others are right about me. i think too much. way too much. way, way, too much.
i do this ridiculous thing to myself sometimes. i will be engaged in an activity with someone or something that is interesting/entertaining/fun/exciting [...]
vulnerability, i curse thee…
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, me, sex, tagged life, vulnerability on 13 March, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I am quite adept at self-sabotage. Much better than most people I have met, actually. It really is an art form, this self sabotage. Especially when one convinces themselves they don’t do it; but I do, or at least I can. And I know that I do, or can. [...]
John…as in the bible
Posted in Spiritual meanderings, life, me, sex on 4 March, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Jason has been attempting to get me (and Dana) to invade our chai space with a little bible as of late. Specifically he wants us to read John, or the book of John, or something like that…I’m not sure of the correct way to reference it. Anyway…. Jason loaned me [...]
Broken
Posted in Family, Spiritual meanderings, life, love, me, sex, tagged life, love on 29 February, 2008 | 2 Comments »
So I was thinking about life today and how we make it what it is and how we can take experiences that are completely debilitating and turn them into something amazing; the ultimate learning experience if you will. I was also listening to the lyrics to ‘All the Way Down’ from the incredible movie, [...]
