Can anyone explain to me why the universe gives us exactly what we don’t want and keeps from us that which we crave? What sort of fucked up lesson is there in all that? If I am trusting my instincts and listening to my heart and it tells me I crave/need/desire A…but B [...]
Archive for the ‘Discontent’ Category
Universal Craziness
Posted in Discontent, Spiritual meanderings, Wants and Needs, life, me on 22 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
And…this about sums up my mood today
Posted in Discontent, Wants and Needs, life, me, sex on 10 April, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I’m apparently a little cranky.
Precious Things (Tori Amos)
So I ran faster
But it caught me here
Yes my loyalties turned
Like my ankle
In the seventh grade
Running after billy
Running after the rain
These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me
He said youre really an ugly girl
But I like [...]
i might be crazy.
Posted in Discontent, life, me, ranting on 31 March, 2008 | 2 Comments »
so the passenger and dana and joan, and KT and jes and many many others are right about me. i think too much. way too much. way, way, too much.
i do this ridiculous thing to myself sometimes. i will be engaged in an activity with someone or something that is interesting/entertaining/fun/exciting [...]
a snow poem…
Posted in Discontent, life, sex, writing, tagged Discontent, life, sex, snow, writing on 22 February, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
because it won’t stop…
Conclusions
It rained on the snow
today making perfect
spirals of
light and dark
in the cracking ice.
If I lay prone I can see it
dripping in quiet swirls through the hardened water;
like syrup through a sieve.
I’m concentrating on minutia
and the bitter water is soaking
through the fiber of my socks, my shirt, my jeans,
making me numb.
I forgot how [...]
